haha it feels like a sunday today.

had a double fillet for breakfast. well n i saw this really freaky old woman. she's always at hougang point. more bout her.

she has long all white hair that curls up near the end. and it's like real messy.
ok basically she's really dirty and messy.
and freaky. and she hunches.
well i couldn't help noticing that her pants were erm. it looked soiled. well it was black at the part where u sit on. it was so so so so gross. i dunno it's shit or wat. maybe she sat on some dirty thing.

shudder shudder. wth man. can't believe i looked at an old woman's ass.

ok on a more serious note. i've seen her for bout 3 times at hougang point. all alone and walking aimlessly. i feel realli sorry for her. yah. i wonder sometimes realli if she has been abandoned by her kids or sth. or is she even married? or was she once married. then maybe her husband ran away then she went senile. yah she seemed quite out of her mind.

hmmm.

it makes me think. i wouldn't let my parents end up like that. yes. i can imagine this old woman as a young girl. maybe she was perfectly normal. perhaps she was a pretty, popular, smart girl in school. wait a min. maybe she didn't attend sch at all. i'm sure she was once an able, normal person. life has caused her so much pain. suffering. but maybe's the life she leads now is better than her life with her husband. she's more carefree. freedom. but it's still quite sad lah.

maybe i'd end up like that someday. i'd be hunched back. unshaven aka robinson cruesoe look. i'd be picking litter round the estate. i'd be sharing a one room flat with a blind 84yr old. quite sad.

alright. let's hope the old woman will have a better tmr.
if she does have a tmr.