Warning: EMO post ahead!

well, first up the very innocent excursion to SAFTI, which is some kinda army camp(?) or some army thing. isit part of the discovery centre? cos apparently we went to the discovery centre too. its kinda gay actually, excursions seem really p sch la! okok, its not as if im really mature or anything, but the word excursion kinda gives me tt impression! right right? think magic school bus...

so anw, somehow i always feel tired nowadays. so we were ushered into this cinema-like thingy where the screen was kinda big. it was pretty cool, it was some documentary on pilots and i got motion sickness watching the stupid planes like swerving around. mm but i fell asleep for almost the entire duration and it was really nice to sleep. o man, but i slept at like 9plus the day before. i hope its because im growing TALLER and my body needs ENERGY to grow. im so short la, like 172. wth. and im already so OLD. i feel so OLD. like sec 4, so big! i realise tt people are treating me more like an adult now. and people are looking up to me (literally too hehehe) and expect me to guide them. o man im so used to just following and just lalala go with the flow, tt this is really unfamiliar to me.

o yes, just to make this post more EMO and sound like i'm lamenting (actually i am), i think my english is getting worse. spastic keeps making fun of me about it, and i think it may be true. which is so sad and probably what i expected anyway since i really havent been doing anything for english in my secondary life! i havent read more than 3 books for sure, my reading habits are non-existant. and i can feel it actually, i spell words wrongly now, my compos lack good descriptive adjectives (or verbs or nouns? see!). yea la so its kinda sad. yay, EMO!

o yes another thing. i seriously think my blog is super shallow and meaningless. haha right?

o well, pictures. the only thing tt keeps my blog going...


i think this is the discovery centre?


the SAFTI canteen, filled with childish gong jiao people.


well, the food. it is okay, edible. not bad for army food. but the food rations were the bomb la! its like super nice.

well, a few more photos from the excursion, didn't take many, spent most of the time sleeping really.


ha-ha.


well i was like lying flat on the 2 seats and i realised they sky was pretty nice, so snap snap. trees are looking good too. not meant to be emo pls.

okay, random photos.


Yay, more F&N orange. new year mood i guess.


and more photos of the beau-tiful sky! taken today when the sky was kinda dark and clouds were kinda meanacing.




well its so nice la. i noe my pictures are ugly, but well you should see for yourself. just look up really. somehow i realised ive never really appreciated how beautiful the sky is. its like so far away, and it makes me think really that God exists.