Keep rolling

So cornroll once again becomes my outlet and where I am most comfortable, sadly. Am bound very much to my nature and I sometimes do things I don't want to do and don't do things I want to do. These days I have been impatient, judgmental, cynical, resigned and not the person I want to be! Haven't exactly been emanating the best of vibes, unfortunately. It eats at me somehow and it's a downward spiral I'm afraid. It's becoming easier to see how people slip into certain down periods in their lives (not using the big D word here haha) - not good. Saturday, fellowship, laughter and peace can't come quick enough!!!!