gnostic, drastic, plastic, fantastic, sea biscuit.

greetings beings. slacked away the entire day today for there was no school. today's the first of april- april fool's day. and when i realise that the past few posts of my blog are all emo and therefore super disgusting (i seriously cringe big time when i even see them taking residence on cornroll. really!), i'm feeling the first of april's really the kind of day for me, for i am a fool!

hmm hmmm. key words in my life for now will be focus and discipline (or at least when it's 1 wk before the CTs, hehe). haven't gotten anything done for a while now, omigosh. well, i did swim today haha. but oh no, my studies are currently in deep ____.

to-do list:
1) Math assignment
2) PI
3) GP test prep

well it's not that long a list yet, but it will defo accumulate. looking forward to going into panic mode for that will be when i'll get some work done. for now, i'll languish in lackadaisicalness hehe. but my mum says something forms into a habit if you keep at it for 21 days. well, it's been 150 days and counting i've been a pig. oh no.

it's funny how the expression "oh no" came about if you think about it. "oh" is an exclamation you make upon the realisation of something. like say, you realise that derek is really not as cool as he seems, and you go "oh". or you can go "oh" like when you find out something you've never known, like say when you find out that derek is actually really quite cool. yeah and then again you can say "oh" when you pretend to note something that someone is saying but you are actually getting quite bored with the person? (oh oh, seems that i'd better not go "oh" on people in my msn convos anymore). and that just about reminds me of the use of "oh oh", when someone (probably someone more inclined towards feigning cuteness) realises that he/she has shit himself/herself. it's usually coupled with an outstretched hand over a gaping mouth to complete the kawaii image. (i'm trying to picture a mental image of a friend doing this, but i realise i do not have any cute friends. OH, oops. but then again, i hardly have any friends!) oh yes, the hand-over-the-mouth action usually doesn't occur when say, someone has pooped on the wrong side of the toiletbowl, because it isn't a very hygenic thing to do. and yes again, a disclaimer: a normal someone. but then again (this is my favourite phrase really), no one goes "oh oh" in the cubicle because there's no one around to whom you can portray a cute image to. it would be really wrong if someone were in the same cubicle while you shat/shitted. but then again, sometimes you do go "oh" in the toilet when you have had a strong urge to poop prior to chionging into the cubicle and setting the toilet seat down (an optional step for some), for there is a tremendous mind-numbing relief/pleasure when you do poop. but then again, some people do go "oh" in the cubicle in/at the height/throes of passion. yech.

so now i'll go do some thinking on "ouch".